I found myself getting scared of starting a relationship. Call me chicken, shallow or better yet, just PLAIN SCARED SHITLESS. But still when I stand beside her, she just exudes this calm and I can't just stop smiling. Stupid me right? But remembering what happened last time, the so fast, so swift end that happened. I'm scared. I just don't want to get hurt again after being so.... so what I am. I hate being vulnerable to a person that I trusted so much. Frankly, I just want to smile.
Tomorrow, I'll be going to the beach to find the answer for myself if I'm really that lost.
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